This feeling....I can't describe it, but I'll try, today 1 year ago I was counting down the days, today 1 year ago it was 18 sleeps until I hopped on a plane to go see my sister. Today I am not counting down the days, today I am longing for it to be 18 more sleeps before I hop on a plane.
The time I had in England, the 3 weeks I spent sleeping in my nieces bed, waking up to crying babies, walking to catch the bus, walking to the pebble beach, going on roller coasters, checking out castles, zip lining through trees, checking out wax models, watching my nephew play in beautiful parks, eating ice creams, eating McDonald's, eating thai food, drinking yummy milkshakes, shopping, staring at my new nephew, going on the London Eye, it was the best time of my life, when I was there I felt at home, I felt like I belonged there.
Today I am sad, sad I can't be there, sad my family probably won't get to experience what I experienced, sad my sister is what could be a million miles away.
Today I am torn, I can't watch noah play in the park, I cant see Ben take his first steps and I didn't get to see Finn's first smile. Today I am missing out on special moments.
Today I am longing for new memories
Today I am longing for it to be 1 year ago today.
